Did you ever want to punch something because you were so mad? I’m not even particularly mad at any one thing. I just have Anger. Deep, irrational Anger.
Nobody understands mania. It pisses me off. My one friend says, “You CAN control it. You just THINK you can’t.”
Really? I want to punch something.
My other friend (who only prefers to be around when I’m the “fun” me) says, “Can’t you just have a good day? Why does it have be a “thing”?”
I want to punch something.
My mania isn’t a “fun” thing and no, I’m pretty sure I can’t control it – why would I throw my car keys into a field, strip down naked, and run from the police trying to help me?
I’m fairly certain that IS a THING.
Oy. I hate bipolar.