There is definitely something wrong with this picture. I feel my entire life is completely out-of-whack, unbalanced, not sustainable. I devote 100% of my energy into the things I do not care about deeply (work) and nothing is left over for the things I do care about deeply (Allah, family, and life). The life of this world has wrapped me up tight in its tornado and I have to find a way to escape.
Things are going to change. Things are going to get better. I won’t settle for this any longer. I wish I hadn’t let it go on for so long, but at least now I am starting on the path towards something better. I feel sick. Got to keep moving.